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Women in Horror Month: Gretchen at the Loom/Gretchen am Webstuhl

“Gretchen” is from GRAB.

Gretchen at the Loom/Gretchen am Webstuhl
after Goethe

Meine Ruhe my peace
my mind mein
			warp warping
					weft 
					bereft
			wept
		my peace is gone
meine
meine
my
mine.
			shuttle, shuttling
					shut
		I shut the door,
the door he walked through,
	I shut it on

him, he is gone
to the grave.
Life is like that grave,
das Grab
but it is mine.
			weave, pull, pass
					pass
			He has passed
				away, and
		
					
auch 
my life, my heart.

Mein Grab.

Das Grab. /ɡʁaːp/

Grab. /ɡɹæb/
I could not grab him from death.
Meine Herz my heart
im Grab
no peace

noch
in der Nacht,


…I could weave 
him back from the
Zauberfluss,
the magic river
			jordan, styx, sanzu, yawar mayu

he travels on,
going to a final,  
elysian 
place.

I am
with my yearning
mein Herz,
the weight of my heart
weaving his smile.
			batten, press, push down
his face,
sein Herz,
his body

I weave
			batten, batter, bat, batten, bats	
				sehr schnell, sehr schnell
faster-faster.

		I yearn for

the touch of his hand,
sein Händedruck
			touch, no—


oh
no

no,
so cold

no, no—
		push, batter, push away
what did I do
no
so kalt!
Er ist so kalt,
die Kälte der Toten!
			pull, press, undo
				cut!
Cut!
His spirit has terrible
power,
kalt und 
dunkel
dark
what have I—

Bin ich verrückt?
My mind lost?
hilf mir!

Break down the loom,
he must go on,
do not let his spirit
stay
			entangled in my
			weaving,
			his phantom eyes

cut the threads
					cutting, cutting
staring
at me.

Go to peace,
return to der Zauberfluss,

I will have
keine Ruhe,
mein
my
mind

			ist zerstückt
fragmented,
shattered,
			shatter the loom, the frames,
				I beg you burn it all 
keine Ruhe,
no peace.

I should not have thought
to see him again,
please,
			keep cutting
Ich finde meine Ruhe nie
nie
never
there will never
be
peace
			in the loom
				looming
			I lose
in my
mein
my mind.
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Posted in Uncategorized on 2026-03-09 by Kendra Leonard.
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